"You're bright, kiddo. You understand and you feel simultaneously. Honey, that's good. Heck that's fucking good but one day when you know too much, it will come crashing down on you."
I feel?
I know she still keeps him affectionate. I could sense it that she still clings to an unknown part of him. She still have him safely in her deepest, surpressed heart so safely, untouched. Even if she knows she loves somebody else. Hell, who said you could only love one person at a time? It's only understandable for none of us can control our subconscious desires. She still sees him as someone dearly to her. That's okay. I mean, it's hard not to love someone so alive like him.
Sometimes I slip into the future so easily like I've been there before. The future shows us the miscalculations we ignored in the past in neons. I do not understand or even feel, I just digest the impulse as it is.
