EQUINOX

To: You

It's comical how the same person that makes you feel less lonely in this universe is the same reason you feel empty and hollow on the inside. Or at least, that is how it is for me. Today's the autumnal equinox.

Hey, I'm just telling you I'm determined not to break anyone and I want you safe. I now no longer get waves of longing. They are more like earthquakes that shakes my hands so bad I want to dial you up and hear you close but well, you know I can't, right?

I am on to my made-up hobby now. I solemnly swear I am on to this thing. I carve your name sacred on these pages. I am on to not breaking things. Not my emotional state, not glasses, not another sink in the lab, not another of mum's mug, not you, not anyone else.

Hey, when the day met the night all was golden in the sky right? Well, when the moon met the sun, she knew the sun is what keeping everything beautiful. She knew he would keep everything pretty until the end of time, including the moon itself.

It's autumnal equinox. Today's our golden day, darling.