Wednesday, November 13, 2019

AFTERPARTY


We get lucky in turns.
I've been waiting for mine for a long time now. I'm tired of feeling these tsunami waves of unspeakable sadness.
I'm tired of telling people how deep the waters are, and how I'm drowning neck deep.

I'm tired of spending the nights alone crying my heart out and wanting so badly to scream. And can't.

I don't like to bond over sadness, but I would love to have someone to listen, even just for a moment in time.

But I guess everyone is busy getting lucky.
And so, I am happy that people are living their lives getting lucky.
I hope one day, it could be my turn.