i want to be loved
yet i do not know
how to put it
across
or even give
in the end
i end up
hurting the very people i want to be kept safe from harm
so be it
so be it
let everyone you love go
i'm letting you go
do wish them well
i'm hoping them well wishes
but stop chasing them
stand still, stand still, love
you cannot love them even if they're for you
you know better
let them pursue happiness
without you
for there is no happiness you can offer them
no happiness you can offer to the people who spent their time loving you
you've pushed them away
so mercilessly
too much of this love breaks you
until you can't cry
and even until you can't care
something in this world
you can't give and take
you hurt because you're hurt
you
hurt up until you can't care if death comes
death
comes or it doesn't
i will embrace this
for not much happiness is left for me to taste in this world
and
this place i'm going
the friends who are more familiar
than the actual family itself
i belong somewhere in this world
just not here
