I come alive when i hear your voice: it's a beautiful sound, it's a beautiful noise.
There isn't any words that I could string to let the world knows how happy you make me. Your heart that is broken is too forgiving making the hurt in my heart ache like a distant calling.
I know one thing I am sure of this time around. I swear to not ever hurt you again. Be damned my ego and not wanting to hurt myself. I can stay here as your friend and I won't ever hurt you.
If i can name happiness, I'll take your name and I'll paint you in colours that doesn't exist. I look into those eyes and examine that smile and I don't want to know what happiness looks like if it isn't you.
Unseen tides, knowing an existence, knowing that everything would be fine as long as you are here. For a moment or less than that.
I'm telling you that I've almost lost a person. You know, the kind of losing when you break them to the point of no return and retinere.
I felt so betrayed by my own mishaps.
I changed this person. This person who used to thought this world could be a slightly kind place. I showed him hurt. I made him cry. I showed him anger. I made him mellow to rage.
When someone forgives you, in no request for an explanation, you've lost them. Lesson learned. But you chose this, didn't you? I did but I never thought I was that harsh executing it. When he says, "You don't need to apologize."
"Love you."
"Fatehah..."
I'll love you
I'll love you until it hurts me again
I'll love you even if you don't
I'll love you
