ICYNESS WITHIN FIRES

Be damned every single person who wins against their fears. I can't attempt courage without tripping and stuttering and without imagining the worst the end could be. Does it makes sense if I say that I, I would be the most bravest and yet the one most likely to give in to the dog's harsh bark. Be damned all of you that gets through bites and scratches and arrows, even with your skin crawling, even with your furs rising, even with every single veins in you quivering. Be damned because I can't retain those kind of bravery.

But mostly, be damned you, Aidil. For you make me want to win against fears and darkness and reach out to you. Be damned people who puts that flicker of courage in other people. How fragile it is to have someone lighting the candles in the temple in stake that they could burn you down if they choose to. Be damned you, my love.

I shall fight through this all because this is my part of fight in our war.