[12:24am, 06/11/2015]it kinda hurts to think and i lie down and shut myself and just hibernate
[12:24am, 06/11/2015]i mean it's a nice escape
[12:25am, 06/11/2015]and i am scared that one day what i think will overpower me and change me completely
[12:25am, 06/11/2015]but that already happens, of course
[12:26am, 06/11/2015]but i don't want it to occur twice or thrice, never again
[12:28am, 06/11/2015]hibernanting makes me lose a lot of myself
[12:28am, 06/11/2015]and who knows suddenly i can just be a complete stranger of my own self again
[12:28am, 06/11/2015]and greet her and start this all over again
[12:29am, 06/11/2015]fill my mind with greatness
[12:29am, 06/11/2015]and be myself who i was
[12:31am, 06/11/2015]maybe control my wandering thoughts and sort them out
[12:33am, 06/11/2015]i'd like to be who i was i guess
[12:33am, 06/11/2015]im not sure but past seems like a nice place to reside
[12:33am, 06/11/2015]of course we want things we cant have
[12:34am, 06/11/2015]obviously thats what feeds our ego
